I never told this to anyone ever, but I'm so PISSED and exhausted from all the physical and mental abuse. They can all rot in pieces for all I care...

Thank god I'm such a great actress (I seriously deserve a freakin' Oscar), so I don't let it show how much I despise them, therefore they have nothing against me. Because if I ever show any slight sign of anger or weakness, they will use it to tear me apart as much as they can, for sure. Fucking dysfunctional family consisted by self-centered, manipulative, dirty bastards.

But I have a good feeling that I'll be free from this mess very soon...